Fucking shoot me oh my god.
- Anonymous (via intoxicationatitsbestandworst)
I haven’t posted or been on this blog in awhile, I’ve been doing a lot better. I still have my shitty nights, like tonight… once again I need to vent.
Its summer vacation. What I should be doing is seeing all my friends and partying and shit. But I’ve been sitting here everyday just doing things on my computer and hardly seeing anyone or doing anything. Its shitty but I don’t have any motivation to get people to hang out so whatever. Thats not what I need to vent about. Because of it being summer, I don’t get to see my boyfriend much. And it really scares me. I’m tired of having to go 2/3 week without seeing him. Its not his or my fault, its cause his parents don’t let him out a lot. It just pains me so so much not seeing him. I can’t fucking take it. I know that as a couple we’ll be fine and everything but going without him causes me panic attacks and overall shitty feelings. Its so much stress and sadness. I just really need him…